Journey!
Excerpts from the most important time of my life when I would dream of my twin ray in the year 1996/1997
I am KaVeeTa
In the past few years’ progression of the soul and inquiry into the world of consciousness, I have understood that consciousness is absolutely beyond personality, emotional nature and mental structure of the so called universe.
As I JOURNEYED through life, learning lessons, living the experiences I choose, some made me go angry, some made me apathetic. I Discovered that spirituality is like the fresh bright coloured button mushroom that looks so tasty to eat but can be poisonous if eaten. As I looked for answers to my so called larger than life problems, I realised I liked to only listen to those teachers or people who spoke well about me or appreciated my decisions in the whole process. Guess what I choose only them to make me feel good. We use people and that’s a fact of life, under the name of love, respect or responsibility.
We get inspired by people, we get carried away in their tunes, it’s too late when we discover, shucks life has not fu****d me, I let it f**k me.  Ditto that’s my story too.
In the childhood it was the drama of the family, when started to go to school it was competition, having to be ahead of my peers always. Participation was not taught, only competition. Pressure of being a girl and always reminded that a girl can’t be like a boy.
I can simply say today without any drama or shame that “life is not what we live but life is what we never dare to live”
When the fear of what is the world going to say, what is my family going to say, what are my friends going to say is dropped ONE becomes independent of judgements and criticism. It took me 30 years to say NO to the life that people told me to live or had chosen for me to live. Well better late than never.
During my Saturn return in my natal chart at 29.5yrs I discovered my inner desires, my true purpose, my calling. Which I tell to all my fellow travellers on planet earth that allow the planets and stars to awaken you from your unconscious sleep, as you have made a contract with them before coming down on planet earth, the only school that takes the exams first before teaching the whole curriculum. I did the same let Mr. Saturn guide me through the bumpy paths, through the obsessions of personality, through the emotional demon inside me that made things larger than life.
At 30 I did what I wanted not what was expected of me and boy that is freedom and with that came a thud.... had to understand what responsibility of one’s own actions is. 
 Reminiscing about A mystical experience when I was 26 that I still remember vividly is I woke up in the middle of the night on a hill station from a dream where I saw a little boy waving his hand at me and walking away from me, just then an angel whispered in my ears “you will be thankful for what is going to happen forever”, I was sure I had heard it.
Once back in town I did my pregnancy test as my periods had delayed and I found out I was pregnant and the next evening itself I started to bleed and was in tremendous pain and got myself admitted to do a curetting as in a way it was obvious that this baby won’t be born, this miscarriage sent me into a kind of suspended limbo, a state of depressions that many light workers can identify today.
Different people around me, family and friends had different opinions of why the miscarriage happened, some said it was a boy! Some said it was your bad luck, but all along my mind said “I dint ask for this baby  , I dint plan this baby, it just happened so how come it is my bad luck ,my thoughts ran deep and kept on getting deeper.
Anyways, the next year before I fell pregnant with my 2nd daughter(u could laugh at this but i conceived her in the astral realms where i met my twin-ray every night)and whilst I was carrying her in my womb, I dreamt of a man (today I am married to him and we live in a bliss world of love n light)
Almost every night in my dream on the cosmic plane we circled together in a blissful state; our chakras would meld into one. We would flow like water, exploding and imploding. We were like two cosmic eggs one gold and another platinum(today I can decipher as divine male and divine female) sometimes he would caress my neck or some sensitive point on the body, I would feel an ecstatic wave, almost real. It drove me insane there was no one to talk to except my gynaecologist. My gynaec was a SAI BABA devotee and he told me that don’t panic, he believes in what I have shared with him, he said it is very possible for meeting your lover who has been with you in many past lives on a cosmic plane and there their union is much deeper and pure then the one on the earth plane. After a year I ran into a book PERFECT LOVE: finding intimacy on the astral Plane by Conway in 1998 and not only validated my experience but explained so much about astral love (sex) of the higher kind.
As I share this is not because I won’t prove to the ones who dint believe me but for the ones who are reading this and might have had a similar experience or might have it in the future.
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 How I met my twin ray in person in the year 2003, whom I dreamt of since 1996/1997
My name is KaVeeTa, and it gives me great pleasure to connect to all of you have come on this webpage. I am a great believer of the World Wide Web. I connected to my beloved twin ray through this portal of zillions of pathways, August 2003 he buzzed me as he was amused with my id, he read it mystick mouse and it was mystick muse. We connected instantly; I used to have vivid dreams of divine connection with him on a cosmic plane just before I got pregnant with my second daughter in early 1997. My life is a true story of manifesting miracles; Masters have explained me the phenomenon. Till date many in family can’t accept something like this is possible. I am a living testimony of it.
Quan Yin and SAI baba have always been my guide since early childhood, even when I did not know who they were. I was given signs again and again that my twin ray , the immediate part of my soul before we split into two, for our journeys in the world of experiences in this world and many other out there. I am lucky We not only found each other but fought all odds to re-unite and connect in order to complete this final lap of our journey on our way back home(source)
There are many a times when so called readers and healers tried to tell me that this my desire that is creating all this, it is not real, some said twin flames, twin souls or twin rays are never born together as lovers, if they are they can’t be with each other as their bodies can’t take the energy that they radiate or some said one of the twin is always in the other dimension.  Well I heard them, but believed more in my inner guidance and voice, which told me again and again and some beautiful messages from channels that validated to me that he is the one, my twin ray.
I used to be intuitive and psychic since I was young never trusted it too much in the earlier years, but had the golden children syndrome of deep empathy for everyone. My spiritual transformations begin from 1999, during my Saturn return. By 2000 I came across esoteric tools like Tarot, Astrology, and Numerology, used to read professionally even for socialites, celebrities, film stars earning a name along with money. There was a sense of emptiness always though, the messages from angels and masters kept on reminding me to let go of things when the lessons were learnt. I am so thankful to their ageless teachings and timeless wisdom that gave me strength and concept of time when to quit and move on to the new levels in my journey. This in return brought life altering pathways that shifted me immensely from within, helped me peel layers of my ego and personality until I found the pure unconditional love that I AM.
On my 1st soul retreat on Jan 2001 at Mahabaleshwar (it’s a small hill station) I had this deep awakening that I would meet my twin ray in person in the year 2003 by goddess Cornelia. I held that inside me and just went along living my life hoping to find him. August 2003, after my 33rd  birthday in April , he appeared like an angel and since then we have been together, The shift that came along was massive, life changing events happened, heartbreaks for other people in my life, fights over what is loyalty? What one should be loyal too; there is no specific one truth for all of us. But for me to assert self mastery and accept my HIGHER DIVINE ASPECT I choose purpose/mission to the normal norms of loyalty.
To be a Master I had to go through rapid shifts and had to let go off fear of the society , family and others around me, had to get over judgements and critics. It took me no time to quit my glamorous work of a reader for stars and rich people to a healer that was born with the death of the drama queen. 

SuNiEL was like a solid rock and still is today, he is an epitome of perseverance. He weathered so many obstacles in love that is commendable and deserves complete appreciation for that.

Together we went through many adverse challenges, But in each challenge that came our way OUR SPIRIT’s TRIUMPHED with the support of higher beings of light and my tarot deck.

AUM
Few miracles listed
After my twin ray and me met online. We had not seen each other than, he was coming down to Mumbai for the 1st time in his life, His train stopped at Khandala, it was rainy season and he felt a strong déjà vu of being in that energy and had a strong sensation of someone besides him energetically, we never met that time, but he came to Mumbai on the 18th October, we met for the 1st time in person, as I saw him walking towards me on the airport, I stumbled on seeing him as he was the same man I would dream of frequently in the year 1996/1997 as mentioned above , he passed his hand around my back and held me in his strong arms and since then we have been together. We had touched accidentally, yet the energies between us ran like a current of livewires, vast amount of light spinning around us, like a vortex of golden light running through our central columns.
He was leaving the same day on a flight to go back home and we never knew we would meet again, I gave him the crystals I would wear on my neck, a tourmaline, smoky quartz, pearl and amethyst, we found a small temple of lord hanuman (the monkey god) selling a black silk thread, by the way hanuman is Lemurian energies. Another sign showing our association to be since the beginning of time through many ages.
The very next day late evening on 19th of October he was in Mumbai, he was headhunted and hired on the same day for a job and flown back in the city of dreams Mumbai. 19th being the number of spiritual mastery.
On 20th October early morning I picked him outside one of the most famous lord ganesha temple Siddhi Vinayaka (this is translated as bestower of all wishes and attainment of bliss and perfection). Dropped him at his office.
On the 23rd October was my younger daughter’s birthday and I was having a short nap in the afternoon, I had a vivid OBE (out of body experience) where I am Looking at my own causal body and seeing my monadic self’s divine blueprint which is showing me a great event happening the harmonic concordance of November 9th 2003 double grand trine and a eclipse where a star of David was formed in the celestial skies. I was shown our GRID’s had to merge for this great alignment in the skies as 6 planets were in supreme alignment. I saw his energies that represent the earth which will hold the energies of water represented by me. As it was a monadic self visual there were many of my own soul sparks in the image. I knew we had a bigger purpose and that could only come to fruition if we loved unconditionally and spread the love emitting from us into the world.

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